14/8/09

Screaming in silence

- You're scared, it's in your eyes -
When night falls on you
and there's nowhere to hide
no excuses to tell
no sarcastic bright shell
The music on your dreams becomes real,
and all the feelings you created fall into tears
Quiet and alone,
for a minute, you're behind the mask and you know
how blind your heart is, how frozen your brain grew to be
and how frightened it makes you,
to feel nothing at all. (...nothing?)
You're only human, after all.
...Are you?
And your heart will still be there beating, (will it?)
Well your brain must shurely know it (...does it??)
You can always pretend to, (but how long until is not enough??)
...
Too many nights left to figure it out,
why bother tonight?